Day 16 – Blank space.
The reason I could not write yesterday was due to having a massive migraine headache. It started when I took the boys to the library and they were not well behaved, which caused me feeling a bit angry and I did the unthinkable, I yelled at them when we got into the car. See, I do have my #badmother moment that I regret afterward. I think the guilt I felt really put a damp on my cerebral reflex that eventually linked to the migraine attack.
Day 17 — Bumper car.
Today was a better day. I told PP last night that what he did at the library was unacceptable and disrespectful, and that he was a solar sucker. This morning upon waking up he promised to be a solar giver, of which he wants to give me all the sun I need to feel better.
We took them to the Mall of America so that they can have fun with the rides. And the place was a zoo. We forgot that it’s Fall break and every other kid in town were there with their families. But we got there early enough to get a good parking space and not having to wait in line for too long.
The boys had a lot of fun. Their favorite part was when PP rode the bumper car and Peanut was in the passenger seat. That was the first time they could do this together. Seeing them having fun like that was a soft moment that O and I looked at each other and smiled. Our boys are growing up!