I was in a super lazy mode today; too lazy to even cook breakfast lunch or dinner so everyone ate leftover, which was caper lime chicken, some quinoa, and sweet potatoes. I also cut up a whole big watermelon snack for everybody throughout the day. I was too lazy to make breakfast so the night before I took out Trader Joe’s frozen almond croissants. These babies were left to rise overnight and I simply just heated up the oven to 350°F then baked them for 25 minutes and *BAM* we got breakfast!
Peanut didn’t have a good day today doing his distance learning. I spoke too soon about how much he enjoyed doing the work independently. The teacher assigned one math lesson per day and he didn’t like it. He thinks it’s too much work for one day and as we are near the end of the school year, all of a sudden he seem to lose his motivation.
He whined, and he cried, and he complained and all that shit. So with that he had some temper tantrum, and it took a large part of my time to manage his behaviors and deal with his whining.
But he managed to finish two lessons and he is one lesson behind, And he will take the time tomorrow to finish that.
OK I am going to randomly switch the topic right here…
In my dream last night, my dad appeared again. He was yelling and scolding me about something very significant that I put in a rage and I verbally fought back. In the dream last night, I yelled back at him too, but how could he pick somebody over his own daughter. This is something as a remnant of a point in my life that my resentment towards him was kind of heavy.
This is kind of strange because I thought the point of conflict between us in our past, or at least in my past, I have let it go for years, specially after he passed away in 2017. But I guess, somewhere in my memories, that significant part of my life sunk heavily at the bottom. It is hard sometimes, and it came up in my subconsciousness.
Anyway too much of mushy mushy stuff. The moving boxes arrived late today soI guess the packing party will begin tomorrow. Packing will keep me busy this week because we have to move out of this apartment by next Friday. Mr. O Have to work until next Tuesday. Actually, his last day is Monday and then he takes two weeks off for the move to the Hill home. I guess you can call it a staycation since coronavirus has helped us save some money and put a lot of our saving into buying this home. The home on the Hill, with lush palm trees, will be our staycation destination. I’m kind of excited!